finally my computer is up and i can access the net and resume my blogging with some vids from youtube.. well seems like yea i am kinda left alone now.. juz have the feeling that nobody knows me anymore and all around me kinda became strangers.. friends whom we smoked and played together in the past have left and never contacted ever since, brothers who left for the army are busy with life over there and stuff like that.. juz dun really like that feeling.. riding on the bike and when i think about that, i juz felt like crashing into a pillar and die just like that.. not only friends but yea also there are other problems too.. if life can just reset and we can respawn after we die like Counterstrike or whatever games, i would have juz done so.. i just feel so alone.. so yea the song above kinda relates to what i feel now.. anyway i dunno what else to say..
the haze is bad recently.. better drink more liquids and stay indoors as much as possible..
I am vex i am confused i dunno what to do
Song: Remember The Name
Like this song, from the channel i watch always on PPlive and learning from how they play its like WCG and yea remember the name.. Nice song by fort minor.. but fuck so many parts censored shit man.. gotta take a puff and think things through.. till then PEACE..