Band : Juz-B
Title : Jin Hua Lun Original by Lin Jun Jie JJ
My Hot Favourite band in the contest Superband on channel U, they are malay HEY dun u look down on them cause they are SUPER.. they can sing in chinese and not only that, they use no instruments and music only their creativity and Mouth.. Juz B i hope u guys will make it thru the reincarnation round, you guys simply impress me and i LOVE YOU GUYS ROCK ON MAN..
bah sorry i was bitching bout stuff on my prev post.. think i hafta skip work this coming sunday to go out with PEA they all.. gotta give face to my bros cause i dun wanna be wet blanket and spoil their planned outing.. anyway i juz had 2 papers finished and yea i was shacked and tired so i went out for a breather juz now first i went to yishun dam to meet up the kawa gang hmm not so kawa now cause alot of ppl are not participating only cept the usual CK, uncle stanley they all.. oh well then i jio shui ming out to walk walk haha we rode for very long and reached changi airport to have a breakfast kinda meal and so sorry shuiming cause your mama keep callingand checkin on ya very sorry.. and ya heres the pix of the food as u wanted hehe cheers.. your one best very steady ON friend man.. call ya out then u no need think much then u come out liaoz.. very thankful for being so ON..
well hmm nth much to say more haiz.. i guess maybe i really have to enter monkhood... i know these things cannot rush but i know myself too well.. no angels wanna be with ogres.. peace
Hirai Ken
Kimi Wa Tomodachi
Listen to this song altho you dunno wads its meaning but you see the mtv u know its about friendship.. and the songs name is called you my friend.. bah its really cheap to talk about friendship.. friendship is somthing u show.. i had been quite good towards my friends and i make more frens by the day but some juz use me when they need me and some juz simply ignore me overtime haha but maybe thats juz wad life is about huh? i really dunno how ppl feel about friemdship.. maybe they feel that i know u for a day you are my friend or i talked to you once you will be my friend or even after talking so long you will never be my friend.. life is quite sad dun you guys think?
well i really feel things are not going wad i tot it was.. most prob is my misunderstanding.. i shud face up to reality and earn more money to buy love haha i can never get it i feel so i buy them i will earn lots and more and more just watch it! i give up on realationships
2 Fast 2 Furious : Tokyo Drift
When your drifting, if you went outta control, you ain't in control
And Speed Needs NO Translation
hope you enjoyed watching the trailer and haha i got the show =D.. will watch it tomorrow haha nows like 4 am lol..
been sick and having an inflamed throat after yesterday's mac spicy.. gotta stay away from those sinners man.. well its kinda bad for me and i still got an exam coming up next week which i had not even started revising man that suck..
fu dun be sad ah.. i know you prepared and stuff.. but no way you ain't feeling down.. keep your spirits up and cheer up abit kayz?
anyway nothing much to blog today.. cya soon =D
Artist: Green Day
Title: Wake Me Up When September Ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
Man Green Day can do something really not so much of a punk rock thing.. this is so touching that i almost cried watching it.. they are like so sweet and so mould as one.. if u really probe into the title do you remember what happens on spetember 11? and why the guy when u thought he had gotten another girl had actually sign up for the marines? he did it ALL for the girl andi really mean ALL for her.. to protect her to earn the money so that the girl can have a more comfortable life IN EXCHANGE for the risk of losing his life.. you know how much it means for a guy to do that? man now my tears are finding a way out argh.. if i really ever gonna be with you girl, i will also do the same thing for i love you more then anything.. say something different i might to my friends but you still hold number 1 in my heart..
well this weekend of work kinda sux as the lady i hate had promoted to manager position and i think june or jone whatever shes called was like being forced out by this hateful lady and taking her position.. no sales equals no commision this weekend.. oh well, its so hard to sell something so impractical as the item i am promoting now.. i will try to find another job before making any moves of quiting my present one.. i need the money to keep my bike going and stuff.. i should do my part for the family now although my pay is not that great, i will contribute as much as possible.. well no point telling u guys but yea juz into my diary..
Am i such a hateful person?
What does a girl look out for in a relationship?
Don't laugh at me for i am human too
Feel so cold and i fear it
Jay zhou
Lang Man Shou Ji
hmm skipped a day haha cause abit lazy and weak haha.. now i am back to normal diet and at a smaller portion haha feels so good to fill my tummy back with soup which is hot and not watermelons haha.. well yesterday went jb with lih ping and we saw some serious stuff going on in the SG customs haha 2 malaysia bikes one carrying a chinese the other an indian.. both bikes were revving their engines and trying to take the fornt and both were like vroom vroom and then it was the indian's bike lane but that freaking bad tempered chinese guy or shud i say uncle was like trying to take his in front and then as the indian guy was trying to move forward the chinese guy cut in and both bike clashed.. woah then both were angry and the chinese guy was like such an arse and tried to accuse the indian guy but its his fault.. and the indian guy take no heed and juz forget about it and before long that chinese guy rammed his bike up to the indian's bike and all of the peeps in the custom were like WTH and juz nice behind the indian guy theres also another bike with two indians and we were like the chinese guys sure die this time and the other bike behind was like yelling at him and telling him that his in the wrong and the chinese juz go he braked and i tried to break all of us goes WTF that poor guy juz moved less then half a metre dun tell me u dun have time to stop and then yelling goes on again.. the indian guy behind very angry and tell that chinese guy not to settle here go in Malaysia custom then settle.. WOah.. and that chinese guy act tough and said COME ON.. and then he rammed his bike into the indian guy infront again what a F*** off man.. and i juz exitted and would not wanna get in trouble as that guy was wearing red shirt same as i am.. and after the malaysia custom there seem to be a bunch of indian guys waiting for that blardy uncle HAHA.. i hope that uncle would get in trouble.. not saying i am bad but i really feel his in the wrong.. i would wanna bash him up too tho i am a chinese but his in the wrong.. but oh well.. thats one commotion haha for that day..
for today i juz came back haha as usual hor? maybe i cannot get to sleep bah cause i am thinking of 'you' then i was like playing The Godfather: The Game introduced by ching hong.. man its a great games something new and interactive.. and i played it till 2am ++ and i got a call from shui ming.. he sounded like so sad and i got worried when he said that if i have 10 mins to spare to talk to him.. he sounded like in tears but not crying i got worried i was thinking did something happened anot? so i told him to stay put i go find him in half and hour.. i changed and when i was moving my bike outta the apartment he called and said if i have a tie to lend him.. bad htings flood my mind OMG.. dun tell me his trying to erm do something foolish.. i replied no and called him to wait me to get there .. i rushed over and waited for him to come down.. i was so worried that i looked up the highes block for him.. man i really tot he xiang bu kai.. and he came down finally and that eased my mind abit OMG.. and i rode him to AMK s11 to talk.. he seemed ok and phew haha.. cause i know hes in confusion and stuff.. maybe juz my point of view.. we sat and talked and he seemed ok and we chatted alot.. then i sent him home.. man that was really disturbing.. cause he sounded really bad on the phone and asking me for a tie.. i think too much le bah.. well thats pretty all for today.. and its 6 am le YAY.. lol time for owl to sleep le.. thanks guys for reading this piece of entry.. haha i know it long thats y i appreciate it..
Do you feel what i felt for you? Or is it juz my misunderstanding?
Girl u got me so mesmerised with u..
Peace..
I did not change for i still like you girl
I am starting to get tired of Blogspot man.. i lost another entry when i wanna edit the html ARGH.. anyway the vid above features one of my most favourite comedian.. his dave chapelle and yea he cracks alot of jokes from normal ones to sexy ones and even the most sensitive racial ones omg i must says his really very daring.. the vid above features a spoof he made of the popular movie series The Matrix..
aww karen is sick i heard and yea you gotta take good care of yourself gal.. maybe due to the changes in the weather and that drives lotsa ppl sick.. i think its gunna get hotter soon cause its june now.. anyway take good care and get well soon kayz? drink more water and eat more frutis haha no junkie stuff..
its 3++ in the morning now and yea as usual i am up and not able to sleep.. juz got back from a small meet up called up by CK.. he rarely jio me for outing.. mostly its me bugging him.. anyway i did alomost nothing there cause i was feeling hungry and weak HAHA.. ate only half a watermelon for dinner and nothing for breakfast and lunch.. well i did ate another two water pears juz now when i got home cause i was feeling really weak and hungry haha.. drank lotsa water too.. hmm was supposed to go JB tomorrow but sadly my bro called it off cause hes got some designing projects coming up and its really bugging him so yea its ok.. maybe i could get LP to go with me tomorrow.. haha.. hmm nothing much to update today.. maybe cause feeling weak le and not much energy left to bull shit haha..
omg this is the second time i am typing this entry i lost an entry with a few hundred plus words hah nice ..
well its like 6+ now and i am still blogging haha came back at around 5 from jalan kayu with shuiming and we are like talking about life of his and mine and more of it and about lizards too haha.. we saw cats jumping on giant flies well not really flies but big flying insects which exist near water areas.. and they were like pouncing on them and munching them haha i was facinated and shuiming was all fraked out by the lizard and flies haha.. hes a really cool guy and stuff and yea hes emotional too where i saw him wiping off a tear when he talked bout his unhappy past and stuff.. uh uh dun get me wrong guys its not that i have strayed into 'another path' its juz that i enjoy being with everyone and catching up on lost times and all and yea i still love 'you' hmm maybe i am not fit to use dat word juz yet but yea hmm i still like 'you' and cherish and would wanna protect 'you' and give 'you' everything i can give.. well yea as of NOW i am gunna go on a special weight cutting down session and try to lose some excess ya see? man its not juz talk this time around cause i mean it and will wanna do it for you.. well hmm for myself too cause i had been living with this fat size and unkempt (does this word exist?) style for like 10+ to 20 years? hah and i would really wanna know how i will look like if i slim down and in different style of clothes.. yea haha well i really would wanna improve myself and all and yea i gunna do it.. hey guys now dun go around and tempting me with food kayz? help me out with it yo haha ..
well it juz keeps flowing altho this is the second time i am typing this entry and man i juz lost all of this juz now and i am like refreshing and trying to recall what i had typed juz now and adding and editting it.. well yea i miss my buddies who went into ns.. its cool cause u get to serve your nation and all.. i would really wanna do my best to get into a more disciplined form from NS.. i would like to have some achievement in there like one of my goals is to get to be a marksman in NS and if possible you know represent singapore in the olympics or maybe not that high or maybe the SEA games.. may not seem like a normal person's ambition but yea thats mine.. another one is going into NS and being a driver to clock 7000km of mileage to get a drivng license or else i gotta get it after NS.. man my hands crammed LOL 2nd time ya see.. yea the greatest ambition is still to be a pilot cause i feel their really cool and stuff but i heard from friendthat you have to like erm do maths and fly in your desinated course at the same time for the FIRST test omg.. tho my eyesight is not that good ya.. well i do hope to be a pilot.. ok maybe i should stop here for today else you guys will think that i am very long winded and not visit this place anymore in future.. or do anyone visit here besides some of you guys haha.. yea if poss can u guys notify that they could get the 408 outing pix from here or u guys could send them cause its impossible to load 11 MB of data into hotmail.. well gotta stop here and load more in yo and ya fu jia you ok? maybe gotta take it slow ne way its juz been like a month or two ya? shes for you and you are for her.. i wish you all the best.. i will heed your advice and take it slow too .. ok stopping here le and ya OMG i keep going haha funny? well i found a nice song with a good MV hope u enjoy it cause its like a planned out by fate and sweet on how they finally met so sweet if only... haha ok heres the lyrics..
Bad Day by Daniel Powter
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
lol fu took pix when i was sending others home haha
argh the rain made my shirt wet hehe cheese
god bro with his god sis
same here hahaA BIG THANK YOU TO ALL WHO TURNED UP AND MADE THIS GATHERING A BIG SUCCESS HAHA and special thanks to irene for this gathering idea and huifen who helped us book kenny rogers tho its at MSQ and all of us gathered at Suntec? HAHA anyway THANKS ALL LOVE YA
today started out with my mom treating us all to a buffet lunch at around alexandra there its was so filling and great haha.. i shared some ghost stories with my siblings and they shared them with me too its soo great haha its was chilly after that haha xin li zhuo yong..
then went to chinatown i think then to shop around abit and then we headed home..
then went to scrub up my bike haha cause that time my bike jian bu de guang FZ plate look lousier then FS plate haha.. then i realise that the plastic bag burn stain on my pipe cannot be removed ARGH.. maybe change a new pipe when my bro takes over and i head on to my dream ducati monster..
then made my way to suntec to meet all the peeps who attend my first organised gathering.. and i found out I DID NOT BRING MY WALLET.. i called irene and rushed home to get it and came back late by 1hr plus so sad.. and i think they waited for me then they ordered stuff so paiseh organiser late siaz.. but oh well we had a dinner at kenny rogers MSQ and its good.. and very sorry a deep apology to ting teck, yi chuan, kaiye, and ruishan haha cause din really attend to you all cause u sit so far from me darn the tables shud be round sia.. very sorry.. and then kaiye went off and then we decided to go serangoon gardens there slack cause all are nearer to home.. then i din know i was suppose to send ching hong home cause i asked who wanna get a ride on my bike all like dowan then i moved off but i din realise they wanna get chiong hong on my bike and i left leaving him there and he went home very sorry ching hong..
then reach happy daze le then we ordered some drinks and then i went off to fetch fu at amk.. then i promise to fetch karen home de but she went off with meimei and ruishan.. haha.. then send jianlin home instead.. then after the match between sweden and (i dunnoe the other teams name tho ivan and huifen stress its name on me a few times) then after the match i send fu home and others went home.. and now i am blogging..
I am so happy today not only for the success of the gathering but also cause of the other factor.. thank you for making my day so bright and i wanna tell u i will cherish u the one and only u
hehe mong niak ruishan tapping on hp? meimei engross with soccer and karen back facing me haha
ramen and karen drinking singapore sling and lychee martini respectively
everybody in the house gets tipsy HAHA
Woah its good. bong bong billabong hehe
so cute haha ^_^
So cute
so pretty
the four flowers
candit shot at happy daze watching soccer meimei wanna slp le ar?
GROUP SHOT OUTSIDE KENNY ROGERS
howdy everyone.. how ya been? man these few days are crappy haha.. ok before i go on furthur, i hope you guys had enjoyed the silent tortures featured in the vid above haha.. it got me laughing for very long.. do you notice that the guys from the marco polo class were there too? HAHAHA
ok the list for tomorrow's outing has been set.. it will consist of yichuan, kaiye, chuan lai, esther, jian lin, mei mei, xinling, ruishan, karen, irene, huifen, shuiming, and me.. altho there are still some that are unable to confirm, all are still welcome. and thanks to you guys who had help me passed the msg around and it seems like my contacts had kinda expired where some peeps said that they had not gotta my msg to them tho i had sent 2 to each.. man this planning and stuff cost me alot of sms haha.. but oh well its sucha long time since we met up.. well with this planned out i seem to have a load off my mind.. and yea theres still this another problem..
friends of mine called me to take it slow.. sigh.. anyway will update soon again lol gotta go take a bath now.. ja
Artist:
Savage garden
Song:
Santa Monica
Album:
Savage Garden
In Santa Monica, in the winter time,
The lazy streets so undemanding
I walk into the crowd
In Santa Monica, you get your coffee from
The coolest places on the promenade
Where people dress just so
Beauty so unavoidable, everywhere you turn
It's there I sit and wonder what am I doing here?
But on the telephone line
I am anyone I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?
In Santa Monica, all the people got modern names
Like Jake or Mandy
And modern bodies too
In Santa Monica, on the boulevard,
You'll have to dodge those In-line skaters
Or they'll knock you down
I never felt so lonely,
Never felt so out of place
I never wanted something more than this
But on the telephone line
I am anyone I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
On the telephone line,
I am any height I am any age
I want to be I could be a caped crusader, or space invader
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?
(repeat)
Wah its really hard getting to sleep early these days.. juz got back from some rounding and slack and catching up with anwar.. his going into NS this friday and thom is on saturday.. A song that came up to my mind after trying to find a good army related song tho i wanna find others like brother in arms and soldier of fortune or chemical romance's ghost of you and me but all contains graves and soldiers dying not very related so i got this song which has the nice tune of step by step heart to heart and so on hope you guys like it.. enjoy.. you guys will always be my brother.. Salute ! my brothers like jason, anwar, eugene, thomas, ridhwan, fidauz, shyaifu, and more that i did not include and more that will join in later on.. enjoy ns life.. i will join in later.. for our country CHIONG AH..
again its like 5 am again lol.. yesterday went to somerset there to have a dinner meet up with PEA and i could not find a space in the car parks which are public so i went into centrepoint to park my bike OMG the parking fee was 5.80 wow.. most expensive parking ever but oh well.. the food there was crazy served in BIG bowls and i mean big.. and food i would not say is super nice but the serving is great and its really cool the price is reasonable too.. nice intro fu..
anyway i am like giving up on planning the 408 gathering lol i had not many ppl turning up.. current attendance i could confirm was like irene, meimei, rui shan, xinling, fu, and jianlin.. 408 really went seperate ways le ma? sigh
so headache.. with that in hand i still have that similar problem in hand.. maybe its really just my misunderstanding.. loneliness is such hurting when u notice it.. it juz passes by when you are not noticing it.. i feel that i need you, i want you, and i care for you.. do you feel the same for me? please drop me a hint to let me know if its like what i think or not what i think..
Hello first of i gotta apologise for not blogging so long haha seems like every post now also liddat to compensate you guys i found a funny video hope u guys like it.. how you count 100? use your fingers WUAHAHAHAHA .. anyway i had been working this few weeks and a few of my bros had gone in to serve the nation.. salutes.. and yea.. gunna organise a gathering for 408 as irene requested.. but seems like only a few replied.. i feel very sad.. now i know being organiser is not easy at all.. bah anyway gunna set it at suntec this saturday at 7 pm gather and meet around the starbucks there.. then we go makan.. and catch up bah.. anyway recently had been quite distressing for me.. with the gathering at hand and i have another headache.. argh.. anyway i juz hope wad i hoe for to come real bah.. how will i handle it in future? will it last even till the future? will it even start in the first place?
Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away i know
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There aint't so much for me anymore
-Micheal Learns To Rock
That's Why (You Go Away)
Maybe Chapter 2 shud be final for the story i was writing.. anyway after hearing the song above basically the first half describes alot of how i am feeling right now.. if it really happens will this song continue in my heart as it will in this song?
Not in much mood to write any stories and its like 5 am in the morning now and i am feeling strange within me after hearing this song.. i had been playing it for the 18th time now.. most of the time if we see things that does not appeal we will not even give it a try.. but if u are willing to try maybe u will find out that its still not bad.. what am i talking now.. the song is making feel so down now.. i feel that i am such a born loser but whenever i think of that i will remember wad my supervisor had said to me .. no one is a born loser as all are born winners because all of us were involved in a race with 5 million competitors.. if we came in even second.. we will not even be here today.. every fingers has it length no one is similar.. i will keep that in mind and work hard in life to succeed.. i will make it rich one day i will i must and i have to cause with that i can give you more then juz my heart and soul.
i wish i could stop typing but it seems impossible as the song is playing the 20th time now.. every word every sentence rings in my mind.. i cannot stop thinking of you.. i have suicidal intents from young.. cause i use to hate myself alot.. i may act a clown and try to make everyone laugh and to let all have something to laugh at.. but deep inside i am lonely too.. cause i am juz a mere human.. like what fu and i had discussed.. god is fair.. you may be a good looking person but deep inside your not desirable and vice versa.. i am really feeling lost..