juz got back from some shit outings... sry for that but i m pissed... well dun talk bout that first... yesterday was fun, being out with peh, fu, karen and patricia... went to party world orchard... had loads of fun... seeing how the gals becoming more and more chio each outing we went... but then i reflect on myself... i am not making any change... and i feel quite bad bout it... lol then went for pool at cine... sry for being slackish and sleepy there, cause i quite tired le very sorry... had a last game with fu... lol din expect myself to be able to match him... did quite well myself tho i lost the last ball... haha... then today is christmas... went to my aunt's place for a gathering... ate loads there... then went out to lau pa sat to find riggs and have some chat... then went off to find some activity... then ck responded... saying their at pitstop bistro at north bridge road... so i went... quite lifeless there... then we decided to go chiong... then went to boat quey there and look for a pub... being poor, i and another guy anthony did not bring nuff money so in end they all also sian and wanna try MU (music underground) but age limit 21 so 4 us sian... then they initiated they wanna go screw some shiet in geylang... then i and anthony wanna go look nia while others can go ahead... but then they finally said juz go there eat tao hua (bean curd) so i said anything lo... then as we exit MU, they being kawasakis and repsols, can squeeze thru traffic very easily... they left me behind... and they did not wait up anywhere near, instead they wait me at suntec... i din know and took the wrong exit to a strnge place then i got real pissed and they say where are u la? all wait u till sian liao... that juz added fuel to my anger burning mind... i replied if u cannot wait juz go la bye... and i put down da phone... knn ok kawa = good bike, mine phantom = shitty bulky, lousy piece of metal la... ok fine w/e i decided not to go any kawa outings anymore... and i gotta get a job so i can go anywhere i want anytime... fine lo kawa goooood ... anyways that spoilt my christmas... and ya at pitstop, i ask one guy for a gal's number cause anthony like and wanna jio her out... he told me da number was 99521287, i being so stupid, i called and they laughed at me, so i quickly put down da phone after hearing the got through tone... and they said it was the ambulance.. and said that there will be a fine of 500 dollars for anyhow calling... i was like fuck u guys... i dunnoe if theres any fine... if there is i will direct my bill to that guy who called me to dial it... and very sorry 995 for disturbing, its not my fault, its that guy who asked me to call... FUCK u to that guy... think its funny right? wait till u get the fine that i will pass u if theres any... bloody fuck... i am darn pissed off liao lo... so this is a red christmas for me... filled with anger, and all kinda shit... to all readers of my blog, very sorry for polluting the reading environment here by posting vulgars... very sorry... please understand my anger very very sorry... and hope u guys had had a good christmas and till then god bless...